SHADOWS OF THE PAST, Part Two

by Miko Johnson

We may be writers but we’re also observers, and I’ve observed that one picture can be worth a thousand words.

In my previous post, which covered my time in Prague and Poland, I promised to follow up with my trip to France, and how it influenced both my writing, and my life. It began with a trip to Paris ten years earlier, when my husband and I stumbled onto an exhibition at the Musée d’Art et d’Histoire du Judiasme, or MahJ for short. It featured political drawings and prints from Abel Pann, an artist who executed a series of drawings based on the pogroms carried out by soldiers on the Eastern Front during the First World War. His work covered the early 20th century.

Most broke my heart. They showed mothers and little children hiding behind barns, or cowering inside their homes, with captions like Quick, run and hide! One of his later drawings showed an elderly Jewish man hanging from the gallows while Nazi soldiers watch with amusement. The caption: Honoring the brave WWI veteran. It made me think of my grandfather, whom I never met. A German soldier wounded in the Great War, he was taken to Auschwitz and never seen again. That’s when I decided to dedicate my fourth book to him.

I mentioned in my earlier post the dejection I saw in the people of Bytom, Poland, a former mining town largely ignored by the EU. Images of An Other Europe, another photographic exhibit Allan and I saw in Prague, influenced that observation.

Photographer Constantin Pittas traveled to seventeen countries throughout Europe in the mid- to late-1980s, capturing people in the streets of cities. His stated goal was to “prove that Europe is one entity”.

I believe he failed. Not that his work wasn’t fascinating, but I could tell which side of the Iron Curtain he’d taken photographs by the faces and body language of the people. As in Bytom, I saw desolation throughout the Communist bloc images. In one photo, used for the brochure cover, a middle-aged man walks along a street alone toward the camera at twilight. Bag in hand, his head is tilted down to watch his step, figuratively and literally.

   I don’t see joy, or serenity, or even concern in his face. Only resignation. I’d recognized the Charles Bridge in the background so I knew this had been taken in Prague, but based on the other photographs, I had no doubt the location fell behind the Iron Curtain.

Many more showed similar images of people, their emotions constrained. Women standing on line at the market, an elderly woman sitting on a bench. Don’t ask, don’t tell, at least in places like Romania, Hungary, Armenia. People looked so different in Western Europe, where their faces bore the full range of emotions, whether young folks sunbathing on a Mediterranean beach or an elderly Portuguese woman gazing at a drunk lying in the street with a mixture of pity and disgust.

I kept returning to two images, each showing a different young woman with a little smile playing on her lips. In one, the woman sits at the counter of a Parisian café, enjoying a coffee. In the other, the woman turns to glance at a man she’s with. The pure pleasure behind the smile of the coffee drinker, compared to the sadness in the eyes of the woman presumably in love, was strikingly evident.

A series of photos the photographer had taken at the end of his journey, in Berlin, were especially moving. Pittas fortuitously found himself there in 1989, when the wall fell.

There, past and present collided, and  confusion mixed with elation as people tried to grasp what had happened.

However, the photographic image that has stayed with me the longest came from a different time.

Photograph by Constantine Pittas, from exhibition at Clam Gallasův Palác, Prague

After Eastern Europe we continued to Toulouse, France. One of my goals was to visit the Musee de la Resistance & de la Deportation, where I’d hoped to find background information for my current WIP, which covers the years around the second World War. The museum’s focus should be obvious even if you don’t understand French. Despite going through the museum with the objective eye of a researcher, I found it dark and disturbing, until I found this photograph:

Need I say more?

Photograph from the collection of Musee de la Resistance & de la Deportation, Toulouse, France

After Toulouse we spent the final days of our trip in Paris. We’d last stayed there six months before Notre Dame caught fire, and caught a heartbreaking glimpse of the ruined cathedral in 2022. While meandering through the city we once again found a photographic exposition of the decimation of one neighborhood during the Nazi occupation. Heartbreaking, we thought as we approached the cathedral. What other sad sight awaited us.  We turned the corner and saw this:

Photograph by Miriam Johnston

Progress. And hope. A balm for the soul.

Miko Johnston, a founding member of The Writers in Residence, is the author of the historical fiction series, “A Petal in the Wind”, as well as a contributor to several anthologies including the about-t0-be-released “Whidbey Island: An Insider’s Guide”. Miko lives in Washington (the big one) with her rocket scientist husband. Contact her at mikojohnstonauthor@gmail.com

.This article by M. Johnston was posted by Jackie Houchin

16 thoughts on “SHADOWS OF THE PAST, Part Two”

  1. Niko, it must be difficult to recall such moments and to view the photos. You are very brave to do so. Thank you for sharing these pieces of history as they affected your life.
    jill

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  2. When we lived in France back in the early 60s, we went to West Berlin. It was the second anniversary of the Berlin Wall. When my dog who was on a very long leash wandered into what was considered the neutral space between East and West Berlin, just dirt, I saw armed Russian guards with their guns at the ready standing on the other side watching us. Needless to say, I pulled my dog back to the Western side. Back then the contrast between the two sides was stark – Ruins on one side, a thriving city on the other. And the story goes on all around us to this day. Good post.

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  3. I’ve traveled a lot of places and seen a lot of fascinating locations, but I don’t think they stay with me and become so informational and educational to me. Thanks for sharing, Miko.

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    1. I managed to do a great deal of research for my novel on this trip, but usually I travel for pleasure, often accompanying my husband when he attends conferences. We get to places that are off our radar, which is fun.

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  4. (For Hannah.) Miko – another extraordinary post about your travels that I’ve read several times. It’s CRITICAL to share these experiences as a reminder to what happened … and can happen. Beautifully researched as always and so vivid!! I was in Paris in September and saw the scaffolding up – it was so uplifting. We have to look for the good bits of life. Thank you for sharing this.”

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  5. “I believe we must keep our eyes, minds and hearts open to recognize not only where we’ve been, but where we’re heading.” You’re absolutely right, Miko. History is cyclical, not linear. Thanks for your moving and inspiring post.

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  6. We should always embrace the good in our past but never shy away from the bad, for that’s the only way to know how to avoid it once more in the future.

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    1. Miko, this was such a moving post. I can feel how heart-wrenching and yet cathartic it must be to put so much of this on paper in your Petal novels…. As writers, I think it is important for us to reveal some of the atrocities of the past, yet imbuing our words with the hope that comes from shedding light on others’ ignorance and evil.
      As you say – this is how to avoid repeating it in the future.
      ** Apologies for the very late comment – but I spent 3 weeks shut out of WordPress to comment! Ugh!!

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  7. Rosemary, your comments are always appreciated – better late than never. And your post on fresh starts got my butt back in the chair and my laptop open to write, so thanks for that!

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